Never, ever have I considered implants.
Even after they were offered FREE! from my enduring Paris agent, the King Haddad.
"No frickin' way." (damn smart for a 16 year old kid I might say)
"Make me a sports model, they never have big boobs." (quick con job)
Just like the The King was convinced. He laid off of me from that day on….only to go on to pester and ultimately convince other teenage girls to go for his sickly offer.
I realize at 36B, I am not the norm, as I regularly read and see, day in and day out, women of every shape and size whining about wanting fuller-scarier-freakier-in-your-face fakes.
So, I continue to bring to the forefront stories about desperately driven women who thought these alien boobs were the answer to their dreams but ended up with a complete and total, physical and mental disaster on their hands.
I bring you Christa D'Souza…..
Wonderfully beautiful, elegant Christa D'Souza, who was once obsessed with making her glorious, tight, firm sexy breasts huge as hell, and ended up mutating her body. A body that continually rejected the man made creations;
Not one time
Not two times.
We're talking three times.
And then moved on to breast cancer.
She proceeded with this beauty massacre mission against her partners advice, against her mothers approval, and basically against all common sense
In her own words;
"It doesn't matter how many times you've done it, how safe you feel in
your fabulous surgeon's hands, and how 'normal' breast implants are in
certain social spheres, it's a very violent, brutal experience having
someone slice into your nipples, shove those strange hand-warmer-like
things inside you and then sew them up again with a needle and thread."
This wisdom gained only after she endured years of pain and suffering only to end up back at ground zero.
"The answer I have come up with is to have those wretched implants
out, make do with the little breast tissue I have, accept that I am
going to have quite considerable scarring . . . and be virtually
Having gone through all the trouble and
expense of implants to make myself look younger, the irony is I'll have
the same-shaped bosom I had when I was 12. And I can't wait."
I'll end by saying what most of you are thinking after seeing D'Souza's image;
The only part of her that seems to have aged is her face. Her skin, and what we can see of her breasts look smooth as silk, yet her face is strained and hollow.
That is a face of turmoil.
A face and psyche of needless self induced turmoil.
Does she resemble the face in the mirror?
If the answer is yes, I highly recommend you take the time to read Sweet Machine's synopsis of this story. Then print it out, fold it up in your wallet, and make a commitment to reading it DAILY until YOU figure out the REAL reason those fake boobs are so damn important.