Hi Girls! We are at week 3 of the pro ana challenge. I logged on to post a quick note before we head into the weekend (I am off tomorrow and headed up north with my family).
Much to my surprise, there was a message from Gil! She is doing better and still fighting. Perhaps her words will give you some inspiration this weekend.
Think about how you don’t want to damage your body through long term ED. Think about how many years she has lost and is now fighting to get back.
Here is the message Gil posted today, you can read it also on this post:
I love you MamaV, thank you for this, thank you all for your kind words and prayers. I am doing a little better. I am waiting on word from a treatment centre which is willing to take me on and try stabalise my physical health. And help me to take the correct amount of feed i am prescribed. I am quite scared , i am worried about how other patients will deal with the fact i cannot eat orally, (i have dameaged my oesophogas as i have ruptured it twice so i will never eat ‘normally’) I do want however to be healthier, to be able to walk instead of being stuck on bedrest. To be healthy enough to maintain my weight and my vitals. I dont know for sure if i will be going as my psychiatrist is quite reluctant to apply for my funding because i quote ‘have wasted it before’ ‘what makes this time different’ this comes from someone who has me under court order for force feeding and residential care.
Anyway, thank you all again.
MamaV i love ya!
It’s summer, get outside, walk, think, talk, share. Do whatever you have to, but stay off those damn Pro-Ana sites 😉
Love you all.